hmmm...I agree with all that you mentioned. This is a really tough go. I hate every bit of it.
I never feel 100% anymore.
I get days of being very sad about it...<sigh>...I'm 33yrs old and I have a terminal illness. Nobody really understands that you never feel quite 'right', as you said. Even people with Type 2 have no clue. All they have to do is clean up their lifestyle choices and everything is fine.
We live in a polluted world and it is taking a toll on the inhabitants of this beautiful little planet.
This is no genetic problem...that's a BS excuse by big industry to be able to keep on destroying and committing ecocide. Now they got us hooked on a biosynthetic hormone for life. Talk about profit.
I love the "atleast it's not cancer" comment you get from some people. Makes you want to smack'em.
Some days I just don't know what to do...I feel it all the time...it's on my mind ALL the time...it never goes away...